This is the best way that I've found...

As I said in my nick on my instant messenger. I am tired of ups and downs. Tired of doing and not doing. Even tired of feeling. Anger is what comes to me. Some envy, a little bit (well, a lot) of selfishness. And some tiredness... I just feel tired, because of the constant struggle that I have been to since a lot of time. And the constant struggle that I am. Struggle against myself and my feelings. Struggle with others. Struggle with all.

Well. Is not a struggle. It is a damn FIGHT in what I am. I try to hide it, but it comes and comes again and again...

And sometimes I feel relieved...

Until I wake up, and I turn back to myself......