This title won't be "goodbye".

Writing to all or writing to no one. Sometimes internet can be this way, specially regarding to blogs. That's probably one of the reasons why I write (besides the enormous degree of concealing and hiding). So, this time I just want to write about the wonderful world of personal relationships and how I'm trying to understand them.

Today I saw a T.V. show in a cultural channel. One of the interviewees said "I love just the way I learned to love". Probably that's a very simple statement, but it made me think about it. You actually have to figure out how to love people. And this is by no means limited to romantic love. Friends and family included, this is actually a very important issue, that very often is ignored.

People learn by watching their parents, their family, even the T.V. They aprehend paradigms and rules which, when applied, might not be the best ones.

Why I write this? Well, I want to shed some light on my own confusion. Confusion that ensues when I don't know how to act (or react), how to approach, how to show or deal with my feelings. And all of this in one evening. Months ago I had certain thoughts. I may be more cautious (or fearful) since then. But everytime at least for me, seems to be equally stunning. Even if I don't have any clue of what I really feel. Nevertheless, I feel something. Guess that's a good thing.

What do you feel?