Comes and goes.

Of the mood. The state of mind and heart. It's like climbing a mountain for the view, thinking that you can accomplish everything you want, liking everything you are, enjoying everything that is or can be, just to realize that nothing makes sense, and then you drop in a free fall........just to smash in the ground.

It is so hard to realize? It is so hard to accept? It is so hard to live? Ja. Just seems that I am dropping new years purposes. Difficult to understand. Even for someone whom has been recognized by being smart...again: JA.

Just seems that this has no end. Losing after losing. Does it make sense all of these just for an instant of bliss, which is life...an instant of bliss, and an eternity of pain after pain.

It just doesn't make sense at all.

Into the West - Annie Lennox